Category: My BS (Belief System)

I was born that way. As stated elsewhere, my mother was Jewish and my father a Roman Catholic.   We attended shul in Chicago at  Congregation Agudas Achim. I was Bar Mitzvah there on November 19, 1966.  I grew up in Kankakee IL, and there was a synagogue there (just a few blocks from my parents home actually), but my mom’s parents had a phobia about being Jewish that to this day I do not fully understand, but Jewish practice was always on the downlow.  When mom died I was going through the dumpster (where my dad had tossed all of her memorabilia) and I found lots of her stuff, including: my brother Dan’s bris certificate, my bris certificate, my bar mitzvah certificate, a newspaper clipping of a celebration for my grand parents 50th anniversary. What was funny (interesting? frightening? dumbfounding?) was that a year of so ago I had compiled a family tree mostly form notes my aunts Vernette and Rita had gathered but I mostly used ancestry.com. I made up a packet for my sons, Joshua, Jordan and Jesse, and included the ancestry.com tree and the original long from one my aunts had provided (upgraded to include my sons and their children). I also included copies of aforementioned  bris and bar mitzvah certificates, and a copy of the 50th anniversary newspaper article about my grandparents 50th.

Jordan and Jesse are video-journalists. Especially Jordan (and he has won a boat load of Emmy Awards for his television work in Chicago). Jordan, for whatever reason, took that clipping and researched it at the original publishers (The Daily Journal, then The Kankakee Daily Journal).  In the microfiche records he found the original published clipping,  It did not match my clipping. Except for the picture of my grandparents, it was almost completely different.  Instead of showing that they had been married at Congregation Agudas Achim by a Rabbi, it said they were married at the 1st Baptist Church by a Reverend. This contradiction was what I meant above when I said (interesting? frightening? dumbfounding?). But I think I know how this happened. The Stewarts were very secretive about their Jewishness.  They didn’t want people in Kankakee to know what they were. It probably has something to do with the events of WW2 and the Holocaust. I am guessing that the article posted in the local Kankakee paper was the one folks in Kankakee were intended to see, and the copy I had was the one distributed to the synagogue in Chicago.

Personally, I have never been all that demonstrative about being  a Jew. It was never an issue, and in fact after my Bar Mitzvah I pretty much forgot about it all. Then I spent some time in Israel (1974) and I reconnected with my Jewish side. Well kinda. For awhile.  I started wearing my Mogan David while in Israel. I also started wearing a beard, and I purchased a mezuzah in Jerusalem and attached it to the doorframe of every house that the boys mother and I lived in. But other than that, and the Jewish elements that happened at our wedding, there wasn’t much Jewy stuff in my life at all.

By the time I left the boys Mom, I was for all intents and purposes, an atheist (a pantheistic one, but nonetheless..).   Qadisha, who was wife number two, was a Wiccan. I played around with that for a few years. Then I met my true sole mate, Ceridwen and we founded the Reformed Druids of Gaia (RDG) It’s an international organization. At one time, we had almost 5,000 members in 17 countries an almost all of the states of the USA.  Covid 19 sucker punched us, and  people stopped practicing. We never really recovered, although we still  hang on.  Due to Ceridwen and I attending Kirtan sessions in Arcata monthly since 2019, we’ve introduced some Hindu philosophical an practical elements into the RDG. We continue to evolve.

On October 7th 2023.  I awoke to the news that the terrorist group, Hamas, had invaded southern Israel. and committed genocidal atrocities on Kibbutzim, private homes, villages and a music festival. In total, 1,195 people were killed by the attacks: 736 Israeli civilians (including 38 children) 79 foreign nationals, and 379 members of the security forces. While attending the Nova music festival, 364 civilians were killed and many more wounded. About 250 Israeli and non-Israeli civilians and soldiers were taken as hostages to the Gaza Strip. Dozens of cases of rape and sexual assault reportedly occurred.

In the aftermath of that I started reading reports from various sources on the Internet, and Facebook and Progressive Facebook Groups.  What really shocked me was the lies. I’ve written about and debunked these elsewhere on this blog, so I wont go into more here, but I found myself defending Israel on these pages, and getting my ass reamed out, but I have stood my ground.

Because of 10/07/2023 I am more Jewish now then I have ever been in my 72 years of life on this planet. I was born a Jew, and I will more than likely die a Jew, and I will defend Israel, at least with the pen, for the rest of my life.

And if you don’t like it you can’t have any!

The best part?  Ceridwen supports me and she will continue to do so no matter what. That’s what love is all about.

There are many misconceptions about the Temple Mount, the Kotel (the Western Wall), and the Al-Aqsa Mosque. Confusion and even much conflict can be dispelled when the facts are made clear. Here are eight things you need to know about these sites:

1) What is the holiest site on earth for Jews? Did you answer, “the Western Wall”? If you did, that’s a mistake many people sadly make! Kotel literally means “wall” in Hebrew. This wall is so important that it became unnecessary to designate which wall it is, it’s the wall. At the same time, its importance is not in itself but in its proximity to what is really important: the Temple Mount. The holiest site on earth for the Jewish People is the Temple Mount, in the heart of Jerusalem.

2) Why is the Temple Mount holy to the Jewish People? It is written in the Roman-era Midrash Tanchuma¹: “As the navel is set in the center of the human body, so is the land of Israel the navel of the world…situated in the center of the world, and Jerusalem in the center of the land of Israel, and the sanctuary in the center of Jerusalem, and the holy place in the center of the sanctuary, and the ark in the center of the holy place, and the Foundation Stone before the holy place, because from it the world was founded.” It is believed that the Foundation Stone is the foundation G-d used to create the world. Around this stone, the Temple was built, and within the Temple, on the Foundation Stone, the Ark of the Covenant was placed. This is the source of the holiness of the Temple and its importance to Judaism. Jewish sources also identify this rock as the place of the Binding of Isaac mentioned in the Bible, where Abraham fulfilled G-d’s test to see if he would be willing to sacrifice his son. It was at that point where human sacrifice to G-d ceased to exist as a legitimate practice and, even before the 10 Commandments, Judaism took moral leadership in the world.

3) Does one say Kotel, Wailing Wall, or Western Wall? “Wailing Wall” is a commonly used, highly offensive term that is an ancient form of delegitimizing Jewish history by diminishing Jewish anguish at the loss of the ancient Jewish Temple, destroyed by the Romans in 70 CE. This is the term of non-Jews who occupied Israel, ridiculing the pain of the Jews who stood weeping at the Kotel, the Western Wall, which is the only wall left standing of the ancient Temple in the heart of Jerusalem. (It’s not even a wall of the Temple structure itself; it is a retaining wall of the compound). During the period of Christian Roman rule over Jerusalem (circa 324 to 638), Jews were completely barred from Jerusalem except to attend Tisha B’Av, the day of national mourning for the first and second Temples; and on this day, the Jews would weep at the holy site. The term “Wailing Wall” was thus almost exclusively used by Christians, revived in the period of non-Jewish control between the establishment of British Rule in 1920 and the Six-Day War in 1967. This derogatory term mocks the pain of the Jewish people, as in: “There go those Jews, weeping again.” Kotel is the word used in Hebrew which simply means “wall.” The choice of this term is indicative of the importance of the structure in the Jewish mind: This one remaining wall is so significant that it is not necessary to detail which wall is being mentioned, it is the wall. It is not the wall itself that is holy; it was the Temple and what stood on the Mount that was holy. Two-thousand years, exile, and many terrible experiences along the way have not been enough to make the Jewish People forget the importance of the Temple. The wall has grown in significance because it is all that remains of the Temple, and because Jews were (and still are) denied the right to pray on the Temple Mount. The Kotel became precious because it was the closest Jews could get to the holiest site on earth for the Jewish People. “Western Wall” is a factual description of the Wall. The Kotel is the western retaining wall of the Temple and it is perfectly reasonable to describe it as such.

4) Did you know there is an egalitarian prayer section of the Kotel? Eratz Yisrael was opened to balance the needs of different Jews who want to pray differently, enabling all freedom to worship as they please without bothering those who are offended by different prayer choices. The egalitarian section is open all hours of the day and night, just like the better known traditional section. Men and women are free to pray together. Women are free to sing as loudly as they wish and read from the Torah should they choose to do so. Unlike in the traditional section of the Kotel, in Eratz Yisrael there are tables with sunshades so people can read from the Torah without having to stand in the sweltering sun. An added bonus is that Eratz Yisrael is in the middle of an archeological site where you can see Temple-era remnants, making it easier to imagine yourself back in the time when the Temple was still standing!

5) Did you know that most of the Kotel is underground and accessible only through the Kotel tunnels? Over the centuries, natural buildup of archaeological layers buried much of the Kotel. Excavations have given insight into the splendor of the building project of the ancient Jewish Temple. Inside the tunnels you can walk alongside the Kotel, marvel at the size of the stones from which the wall is built and even enter what was once an open-air street market that is now completely underground! At one point in the tunnels you will probably see women praying at the place which is directly across from the Foundation Stone – one would only have to walk through the wall to get to it. Excavations are ongoing and the more work that is done the more of our ancient past is uncovered. If you are in Jerusalem, don’t miss a tour of the tunnels!

6) When did the Temple Mount become holy to Islam? Interestingly, Jerusalem is not mentioned in the Koran at all! Jerusalem became important in Islam not for religious reasons, but to serve a political need. Early Islamic sources state that the “Al-Aqsa Mosque” (literal meaning: “the farther mosque”), mentioned only once in the Koran, was one of two mosques located near Ji’irrana, a village located between Mecca and Taaf in the Arabian Peninsula  (now Saudi Arabia). One of the mosques was called “al-Masjid al-Adna,” meaning the “closer mosque” and the other “al-Masjid al-Aqsa” (the “farther mosque”). When the Koran refers to the Al-Aqsa Mosque while telling the myth of the Prophet Muhammad’s night time journey from the “holy mosque” of Mecca to al Aqsa, that is, the “farther mosque,” it is referring to the mosque in Ji’irrana.

7) What is the Al-Aqsa Mosque? Most people believe that the golden domed mosque is Al-Aqsa, the mosque Muslims discuss in regards to the importance of the Temple Mount. This is not true. The golden domed mosque is called the Dome of the Rock because it was built on top of the Foundation Stone which, according to Jewish tradition, is the holiest place in the world. The Al-Aqsa Mosque is a low, grey-roofed mosque also located on the Temple Mount, across from the Dome of the Rock. While Jews, wherever they are in the world, pray facing the Foundation Stone, Muslims pray facing Mecca. This means that Muslims praying on the Temple Mount pray with their back to the Foundation Stone.

8) ‘Apartheid’ on the Temple Mount:  Although the State of Israel was established in 1948 and Jews reunited Jerusalem in 1967, to this day Jews (and Christians) are not allowed to pray on the Temple Mount. Visiting hours for Jews are highly restricted: Sunday through Thursday (notice that Jews are not allowed to visit on Shabbat!) Summer: April through September: 8:30 – 10:30 am and 1:30 – 2:30 pm Winter: October through March: 7:30 – 10:30 am and 12:30 – 1:30 pm Non-Muslims enter the Temple Mount through only through the Mughrabi Gate (over the traditional Kotel women’s section). On entry, non-Muslims are subject to search by Israeli police and are warned not to use any religious objects or take any actions that might be seen as praying. You cannot take out a bible, close your eyes and pray in your heart, bow to the Dome of the Rock, or show any ritual signs of mourning. In contrast, the Temple Mount is open to Muslims at all hours of the day and night via gates only Muslims are allowed to use. At entry they are not searched. The definition of apartheid is two separate sets of laws for the same people. The Temple Mount is the only place in Israel where Israelis are subject to different laws based on being Muslim or Jewish.